i am in such a good mood rite now.... ohman i have to tell you about this. iwas fasting like all last week rite? guess what i was fasting on?? haha... guys. no joke, i could look, bunot for more than a few seconds. i cant think about them or dream or day dream... nothing. its so unbelievably hard to do. i suggest that anyone who does it or trys it, that you have a lot of will power. that is by fr the hardest thing i have done in a long, long time. and naturally, i quit it a few hours before i intended to, but hey, it happens!
do you know how you can listen to a song, and study its lyrics, and it's like the song was made just for you?i mean, it sounds just like your life... they have the same problems, and deal with the same crap all the time. but that just proves, that no matter how bad your life is... you're not alone. there are other people suffering just like you, or even worse... so be grateful. this is something that just realized, and im going to try to change the way i thnk about things... ( if any of this makes sense )
Posted at 8/28/2004 9:55:04 pm by boohbah01
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today wasnt that bad of a day. i got checked outta school early today, so i guess thats one reason to be happy... ashley called me. she told me something about our "friends." and well, i didnt like what she toldme. it made me angry, but yah i'm good now. i just would like to know why they did that. but oh well, everyone should be forgiven sometimes right? i have just been thinking about the past a lot. i dont really wanna say what, but it makes me miss some certain people that i used to be really close to. it makes me realize how much i miss them. like they say, you never know what you have until it's gone. and what i was thinking about, it IS gone. i just wanna know if ill ever get it back.
Posted at 8/27/2004 10:56:56 pm by boohbah01
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