man, im just amazed by guys. they are just so unbelievably hot to me today!! and i dunno why that is, but some of them, i was just floored by their looks today!!
LOstBLacKHeaRT33 (9:40:08 PM): imean they are fun o look at, but it hurts knowing the ones you cant have
TinKerbella 301 (9:35:56 PM): yeah ikr.. if only.. (sigh)
golly, golly,golly.... me and ash were takling about this an it made me so well not sad, but it made me realize a lot of things. no matter how many guys you like, you won't ever be able to have them all. doesnt that suck monkey nads? i mean, gosh sometimes it just hurrts knowing that they don't like you back, or even thik that you are pretty. if only...
if only someone noticed the way i felt about them..... if only someone knew the way i saw them... if only people knew what i was thinking... if only i could tell them my deepest thoughts... if only they could just notice me more than a little girl... if only they could talk to me like they do everyone else... if only they could think more of me than they do now...
ya know i read this blog entry over, and i sound sad!! why is that!!? im not sad, in fact im quite content with myself for now. i mean, there are always things in everyones lives that they wish they could go back and fix or change something for the future... but ya know, no one has a perfect life.
Posted at 9/30/2004 8:52:43 pm by boohbah01
