i got home not too long ago. instead of going to drumline practice (( since there wasnt any )) me ash and tito went to justins house. we played pool for a lil while, ya know just chilled. is was weird cause the only times i would go over to his house, well..
was when weregoing out and stuff. so yah that was the first time i ever really went over there just to hang out as friends. i just regret going over there cause it makes me realize some things. but ya know, im not gonna say them in this.
i dont wanna talk about them. i dont feel like getting sad today. im gonna be happy! lol. but ayh i wish i gotta hang out with some of my friends more, an even the ones who i used to be great friends with, i wish i could be friends with themm again.
i try so hard to, but it is like i keep thinking to myself, am i good enough for them? would they even wanna be friends with me again? ya know, it is just the little stuff like that that keeps me from hanging out with some people or talking to them.
i hope i can stop doing that to myself.oh oh oh!! guess what??!!? i might (( prolly will more than likely )) move over close to the school nn this big peach house that is 2 stories and has an underground pool.
isnt that sweet? the street is a left on golfview. i hope i move over there. that would be like, so friggen awesome. lol no more riding an unaircondtioned bus lol.
Posted at 9/20/2004 5:18:07 pm by boohbah01
